I never wanted you.
I never wanted to be the last one you loved
I never wanted to break hearts.
I never wanted to tell you how much I hated you for what you won’t give me.
I never told you how you made my heart float around like a butterfly.
I never told you how I wanted to grab your hands and swing them in mine.
You were a bee, I was a flower, and you found me and took away my hearts desires.
So my honeybee what will you be for me next?
My lover? My friend? My everything? I don’t know but you do.
You tell me that we can’t be what we had but I feel as if we already are.
You jest, when I speak words that your body will never ingest.
You look at me with those eyes, the eyes that I dreamt about for so long.
Those eyes which I fell in love with, because they saw through all of me.
It scared me; it haunted my heart to love and lust
Like I said I never wanted you.
I Always Wanted You